I’ll never understand why you hate yourself so much.
Maybe I don’t know you well enough yet to see..
Why are you so determined to self-destruct?
If you only knew
How much you mean to everyone around you
Maybe you would get your shit together
But I doubt it.
I get that i’m not perfect.
My shit is far from all in one place.
No one is perfect.
I really care about my “friends.”
Playing on my kind heart there are you?
It’s not a fucking instrument douche.
Hope you had fun because the symphony of your lies is over.
I set the sheet music on fire and pissed on the ashes.
You’re just a ticking bomb I was trying to diffuse.
I refuse to be the match that sets you off.
So fuck you.