Stranded in the ocean of complication….
Knowing what a life with me could mean…
Better yet why?
Would you hold me close when I’m trying to save you?
You will drown if you stay here don’t you see?
I’m just trying to live my agony.
And not take you down on this sinking ship.
I love you enough to set you free.
Yet still you choose to be with me?
If that is your choice…I’ll have to respect it.
Though i’m not sure why i’ve not yet been rejected.
His voice in my head.
The demon I can’t see.
Tells me you’ll change and wish you were free.
Fuck him and all.
I’m done second guessing.
Done trying to save you from me cuz its messy.
As long as you’re in it.
I’ll stay that way too.
We’ll just drown together.
Build the coffin for two.